It made my day pulling this fool card again today for my daily meditation 🙃🥸
The path of the fool is my way, falling constantly and joyfully into the unknown.
I was asked at a psychic awareness training recently how I was so clear in what I saw. I answered with absolute honesty ... “because I don’t know what I’m meant to be doing.”
All through my education it was shown to me repeatedly how foolish I was, constantly being shouted at for staring at the clouds outside the window during lessons.
Being so brain numbingly bored by reversion that I didn’t do it and failed all of my exams.
What a gift it all turned out to be, to realise the foolishness leads to a unique way of being in the world.
To find the joy in falling again and again into the mystery of not knowing and to find incredible clarity there.
I now embrace my forgetfulness, uncertainty, inability’s, dyslexia and where once I thought they where a curse, and now I have less interest in trying to fit into this world they are my blessings.
As I get older I realise that I only have to fit into my own skin into my own unique expression of joyfulness, and that when I do this I find my own unique expression of the light and dis-cover what gifts I have to offer.
My discovery of wisdom reveals itself in my not knowing, things come together when I relax into the falling apart.
Embracing my uncertainty and darkness lead to true clarity and light.
As Lao Tzu reminds us .. “true words seem paradoxical.”